getting closer but getting harder...
If somebody says Life is simple it's not totally wrong but not absolutely true. It's simple if you already done with some meaningful time of your life with your own way how to life your live. While, it's gonna be life is not simple because although you've done your meaningful time, but some unpredictable things bothered you out of your beautiful plan, not only in one time, you said Life is not simple.
For me..
life is simple, when you have your dream, your plan, your memory
life is not simple, when you in the time of your effort to reach your plan, your dream, disturbed by your own memory...
I got something that I realized in my teenager-to-adult age.. that when you getting closer to a something big deal, it's getting harder to pass it anyway..
When you are in top of your faith to God, God give you the harder problem to solve...
It means that you are in your top of faith, you feel getting closer to God, but it's getting harder to keep or improve your faith to God...
When you have a long lasting relationship, it's getting harder to keep everything with your partner to stay on until you get married. You are getting closer everytime, but you are getting harder to keep your relationship and it's unsimple things inside..
When you are in a project, and it needs a big effort, big money and big team.. you are getting closer to goal it anyway..but it's getting harder because you need to balance your effort with the money you has and the team you work with..
When you has a big secret... you are getting closer with you want to keep it invicible for everyone but you are getting harder to keep it invicible for everyone by yourself..
When you are in school... you are getting closer to your success, but you are getting harder to reach it by the tests and examinations that you must pass
When you have bestfriend, you are getting closer with your happiness, but you are getting harder to stay on both of your way, in fact... there's a different opinion, point of view, different personality
Everything is getting closer but getting harder..
The only way I do when I'm in a position like that, I go pray to the God that knows everything the best for me. he's way to give me the answer just from my heart, I trust myself but I'm listening to the other's opinion, compare it and decide it finally. I'm sure, yourself know the best.
